YOU.
I HATE YOU TO THE CORE.
MAXIMUM HATE.

IS A DINNER WITH YOU SO DAMN HARD.
IF YOU ARE HAVING DINNER WITH ANOTHER GIRL, THEN JUST ADMIT IT.
WHY MUST YOU KEEP REJECTING AND REJECTING.
I AM SO PISSED OFF.

I HATE YOU.
FROM NOW ON, I SHALL NOT HAVE DINNER WITH YOU ANYMORE.
OK.
SINCE YOU HATE TO HAVE DINNER WITH ME.
I SHALL NOT HAVE DINNER WITH YOU.
FROM NOW ON.
NO DINNER WITH PAUL THE ASSHOLE.

ONE DAY HE IS GOING TO LOOK BACK ON THIS INCIDENT WHERE HE REJECTED ME FOR DINNER, AND HE IS GOING TO REGRET IT A LOT.
TONIGHT, I AM GOING TO DRINK TILL I AM DRUNK.
NO DRUNK, I AM NOT GOING HOME.
HE FORCED ME TO THIS STATE.

I AM VERY MAD AT HIM.
HE DOES NOT CARE, THEN SO BE IT.
I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT.

HOW DARE HE ASK ME TO HAVE DINNER ON MY OWN.
HOW DARE HE SAY THAT.
HE IS GOING TO PAY DEARLY FOR SAYING THAT.
HE WILL PAY.
I DONT CARE WHAT I DO TONIGHT.

MORALS, FUCK YOU.

Pissed

Why must he always say till like I don't love him?
It pisses me off.
He doesn't even know how much I love him, & he is always saying those things.

每次就是，我会跑掉，我会跟别的男人讲话，this & that.
Hello. I know my limits. I don't flirt with other guys, they're just my FRIENDS.

Shag

Reached home from Thomson Plaza. Went there to return DVDs. After that, went to J8, bought space food & curry puff, then home.

Today is a damn shag day. Was spacing out most of the time. Feel like taking long bus rides all around Singapore. Too bad I don't really have the time. I hvn't even started studying. Today is already Wednesday. I'm left with Thursday. Don't think I'll get any studying done on Friday because after I wake up, have to get ready everything & go meet DEAR DEAR.

Maybe the reason I was spacing out so much is because I miss him. I keep thinking of him. I wanna hug him so bad. ): Haiz. Super sian. Feeling super fugly. Hair is ugly, feeling fat. This is such a bad day. I hate it. I need DEAR. )): RARRRR. I'm missing him badly. 2 more days. Can't wait!

YYYYY

我爱...

我爱王俊鸿

很想他

很想看他

This morning, received a super super sweet from DEAR.

" Darling.. I love you alot alot. And I'll swear to treat you good, faithful, and with care. I'm willing to be yr husband throughout our life, take care of u even when yr hair turned white. All I can say is wo ai ni.. Muackz. "

I was reading this msg back & forth. I'm so touched by him. I really love him very very much. & this msg brought tears to my eyes. Why am I such a crybaby. URGH. I really miss DEAR lots.

LOVE

I Y this boy so much, please don't take him away from me.

ALL I WANT

ALL I WANT IS A BOY

TO LOVE ME HOLD ME KISS ME,

TELL ME IT'S ALL OKAY.

BECAUSE HE'S HERE,

BECAUSE HE CARES,

BECAUSE EVEN IF THE WHOLE WORLD HATES ME,

HE WOULD STILL LOVE ME.

A BOY TO TELL ME HOW SPECIAL I AM.

TO REMEMBER TO CALL N SMS ME IN WEE HRS OF THE NIGHT.

A BOY WHO DREAMS OF ME GETTING INTO TROUBLE,

AND WAKING UP TO CALL ME TO SEE IF I'M OKAY.

WHO WOULD COME WHEN I NEEDED HIM.

WHO WOULD GIVE ME SWEET STUFF TO RMB HIM OF.

WHO WON'T FORGET ME.

WHO LOVES ME,

RIGHT FROM THE BOTTOM OF THE HEART.

WHO SAYS THE THREE WORDS LIKE HE MEANS IT.

WHO LOOK INTO MY EYES,

AND MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I'M THE HAPPIEST WOMAN ALIVE.

Friday to Sunday

Staying at DEAR's house from Friday to Sunday.

But I have modelling on Sunday. Have to make a trip down to Orchard. RARRR.

Adapted from Friendster.

KISSING LANGUAGE !! ü

Message: People with crooked teeth usually kiss BETTER than people with straight teeth...

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When you chew gum before you kiss, it actually makes your breath SMELL WORSE than before because of your salivary glands... Mints work MUCH better.

*GUYS: It is much more ROMANTiC to kiss girls in a fancy restaurant or UNDER THE STARS than to kiss in your disgusting bedroom or in the movie theaters`

*GiRLS: Just because a guy kisses you every 10 minutes doesn't mean he’s using you... he's just a littlehorny ;) && there`s no problem with that !!!

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It has been PR0VEN that when people with the SAME Hair C0L0R kiss, it is more R0MANTiC than that of a different hair color!!!

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your First Kiss isn’t always your BEST Kiss

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If you can tie a KN0T in a CHERRYwith your tongue, it doesn't mean you are a good kisser... it just means your TONGUE MUSCLE is strong

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ALL GiRLS are NOT hoes, and ALL GUYS are NOT PLAYERS... EVERYONE gets a LiTTLE H0RNY sometimes.

BE A GREAT KiSSER With THESE TiPS

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T0UCH HiS/HER FACE

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RUN Y0UR FiNGERS THR0UGH HiS/HER HAiR

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KiSS S0FTLY AT FiRST, THEN APPLY M0RE PRESSURE

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H0LD Y0UR KiSSiNG PARTNER

Kissing Language (yup, it's a language)

if a kiss is the Language of Love, then we have a lot to talk about it...

methods of Love....

+kiss on the ear--------------------"i'm horny"

+kiss on the cheek-----------------"we're friends"

+kiss on the hand------------------"iadore you"

+kiss on the neck-------------------"we belong together"

+kiss on the shoulder--------------"iwant you now"

+kiss on the lips---------------------"i love you" or "i want you"

+holding hands-----------------------"we can learn to love each other"

+a wink---------------------------------"Let's get it on"

+slap on the butt---------------------"thats mine"

+playing with the ear----------------"i can't live without you"

+holding on tight---------------------"don't let go"

+looking into each other's eyes---"let's get romantic"

+playing with hair on head---------------"tell me you love me"

+arms around the waist -----------"ilove you too much to let go"

+laughing while kissing-----------"iam completley comfortable w/you"

=advice=***if you're kissing someone, close your eyes. it's not nice to stare...

Movie

Going to watch NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM now.

yingYpaupau

I must slim down!

Woke up at around 12. Still feeling tired, but can't go back to sleep. Maybe its because of my rumbling stomach. HAHA. Suddenly I have a craving for space food. But DEAR in camp, no one buy for me. ): Somemore I don't feel like going out to buy. Not going out means I'll have to go on an empty stomach for the whole day, until evening time when MOM comes back home with dinner. In a way, this is a good chance for me to lose weight. I've gained like 3-4KG already. This cannot go on. If things continue on like this, I'm gonna be a fat little pig. MOM said my face is fatter than last time. RARRRR! CANNOT!!! I must slim down!!! RARRRR!!!

ying Y junhong

He fell asleep -__-"

Once again, DEAR fell asleep while waiting for my sms. Seriously I hate that. DEREK used to do that too, & some more he can fall asleep while talking on the phone with me. I'm super angry with him.

BUT BUT BUT, I understand that DEAR is very tired because of all his training and stuff. I won't be angry with him.

We talked a lot on the phone today. So happy! I really enjoy talking on the phone with him. Althou its better if we can see each other, but hearing his voice is enough already, since he's not allowed to book out. I miss him loads. Talking on the phone with him, makes me realise that he doesn't know how much I love him. I may talk to other guys, & I may go out with them, but I won't fall for them. They are just my friends, I love them to bits, but just as friends. I can separate my relationship between friends, family, and boyfriend. I'll know limits, & I'll know what to do & what not to do. But DEAR don't like me to do those kinda things. So I shall not. I'm gonna listen to him & be his 乖乖的老婆. Heehees. I love him lots. He always say I don't listen to him. Bleagh. Anyway, what we talked about on the phone, made me feel like crying again. ): I'm afraid I'll lose him. ): Everytime we quarrel, I caused it. Its all my fault. I'm the one who is always picking a fight with him, & he's always giving in to me. I'm terrible. RARRR. I hope he won't don't want me.