He fell asleep -__-"

Once again, DEAR fell asleep while waiting for my sms. Seriously I hate that. DEREK used to do that too, & some more he can fall asleep while talking on the phone with me. I'm super angry with him.

BUT BUT BUT, I understand that DEAR is very tired because of all his training and stuff. I won't be angry with him.

We talked a lot on the phone today. So happy! I really enjoy talking on the phone with him. Althou its better if we can see each other, but hearing his voice is enough already, since he's not allowed to book out. I miss him loads. Talking on the phone with him, makes me realise that he doesn't know how much I love him. I may talk to other guys, & I may go out with them, but I won't fall for them. They are just my friends, I love them to bits, but just as friends. I can separate my relationship between friends, family, and boyfriend. I'll know limits, & I'll know what to do & what not to do. But DEAR don't like me to do those kinda things. So I shall not. I'm gonna listen to him & be his 乖乖的老婆. Heehees. I love him lots. He always say I don't listen to him. Bleagh. Anyway, what we talked about on the phone, made me feel like crying again. ): I'm afraid I'll lose him. ): Everytime we quarrel, I caused it. Its all my fault. I'm the one who is always picking a fight with him, & he's always giving in to me. I'm terrible. RARRR. I hope he won't don't want me.