Heartache ):

I still hvn't finished packing. I don't know what to bring. Everything still in the wash, I can't pack at all. I super miss DEAR. He's sleeping now. No air-con, I wonder how's he doing. I miss him lots. I wanna hear his voice. ): DEAR DEAR I MISS U! )))))):

Just now, he called & say he is completely strengthless. He say he can't even do a single push-up. When I heard that, my heart is so pain. My heart is super super aching. He is suffering inside there. There is nothing I can do to help. At that time, I was so sad. I really cannot bear to see him like that. Haiz. Dear be strong. I'll always stand by u, no matter how hard life gets, I'm always here. Even if I can't be there in person, I'm forever in your heart. U're my hubby, & I love u to death. Muacks DEAR.

I going to brush teeth now. Hope I can sleep well without thinking too much & without tears. ):