I miss DEAR so much.
Oh noooo DEAR is going to be angry with me for sleeping so late. Haiz. I wanna be his 乖 and 听话的老婆. But it seems like I'm not. I always don't listen to him. I flare up easily, gets mood-swings every now & then, attitude sucks. He don't like me to cry, but I'm such a cry-baby. Small small things I will cry. I don't really know how to do chores, I can't work the washing machine, I don't know how to use the iron, I can't cook. I'm so useless. I really very scared he don't want me. I'm so afraid I'm gonna lose him. I must treat him better. But sometimes when I'm angry, it gets really hard to control, & I might say things that are hurtful. I really don't mean them, they just shoot right out of my mouth. I wanna be his perfect girl. I must lose weight. I must listen to him more. I must lose weight. I must save money. I must control my temper. I must treat him well. I must lose weight. I cannot look at other guys. I must lose weight. I cannot talk to other guys. I must treat him well. He's always been the one trying to 哄 me whenever we quarrel, & I'm always the one making him angry. Haiz. Am I a bad girlfriend? I'm terrible. ))))':
Oh noooo DEAR is going to be angry with me for sleeping so late. Haiz. I wanna be his 乖 and 听话的老婆. But it seems like I'm not. I always don't listen to him. I flare up easily, gets mood-swings every now & then, attitude sucks. He don't like me to cry, but I'm such a cry-baby. Small small things I will cry. I don't really know how to do chores, I can't work the washing machine, I don't know how to use the iron, I can't cook. I'm so useless. I really very scared he don't want me. I'm so afraid I'm gonna lose him. I must treat him better. But sometimes when I'm angry, it gets really hard to control, & I might say things that are hurtful. I really don't mean them, they just shoot right out of my mouth. I wanna be his perfect girl. I must lose weight. I must listen to him more. I must lose weight. I must save money. I must control my temper. I must treat him well. I must lose weight. I cannot look at other guys. I must lose weight. I cannot talk to other guys. I must treat him well. He's always been the one trying to 哄 me whenever we quarrel, & I'm always the one making him angry. Haiz. Am I a bad girlfriend? I'm terrible. ))))':
I love him to bits.
王俊鸿 I love u.
Paul & Lexi 1314.
Lexi & Paul 1314.
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