Derek; Period

I'm missing dear so much. Today I woke up at around 4PM+. Derek called. He say he wanna come pass me money for the HP bill. So I woke up, bathed, & got changed. He looked super super skinny. I packed his soft toys, BIBI and DONKEY, into a bag & passed it to him. He asked me if I wanted to keep BIBI, I told him no. We walked to the ATM, withdrew $$$, then went to the 7-11 to pay. From the start when I met him until parting time, he had calls after calls. From what I assumed, there's a daiji. But I didn't wanna care much lah. So didn't probe further. Paid the bill, then waled back to my house then he left alr. I told him not to get AHDI & YAOZU into trouble. His own daiji is his own daiji, don't let them know about all these things. He said ok. Yeaaaah. Finally got something done. At least the bill's settled. I don't need to think about it anymre.

I super super miss dear. He keeps complaining about the life in there. Dear I know its hard, but don't AWOL ok. Dear, whatever happens, I'll be here for u. Don't do anything stupid. I will always be here, I won't run away.

My period came today. So happy lah. I'm not pregs. Dear can put his mind at ease alr. Now come is better than other days come. Cos I'm going to Tioman on Friday. How am I going to swim when I have my period?! RARRRR. I hope it ends fast.

Will be leaving on Friday morning.
Everyone's meeting downstairs of AHMA's house. Then taking bus 903 to the Causeway. There will be a coach waiting for us there. I hope its a comfortable and pretty bus with big big chairs and good air-conditioning. Some buses, their air-conditioning is like so damn smelly, the stench can kill. RARRRR. I hope dear is alright.

Dear's not gonna sleep well. They don't have air-conditioning in the bunks. How is he gonna sleep. Dear u must try to get used to it ok. I super super love u.

王俊鸿， 我爱你一身一世， 一辈子永远爱着你。
我真得很爱你。
我要跟着你，到永远。
今天，我一起来，脑海里都是你的影子。
想着你， 我的心很痛。
心很痛，眼泪也跟着掉了下来。
我真得很想你， 很爱你。
我很想抱你。
10天，我这10天要怎么过。

Lonely nights, lonely days.
I'll be waiting for u.
Counting down the days, till I can see u once again.
Muacks paupau I love u.